Second night in a row that I just can't sleep. I keep having pessimistic thoughts slip into my mind and stealing my peace. OK so I know I have 6 fertilized eggs. Tomorrow is the transfer day and I know nothing about the embryos! I did not get any call about their development. So I just called the clinic and they should call me back later with the latest update. They probably looked at them yesterday which was day 3. I feel miserable. Tired, worried and scared. I can't function properly and I feel that the world is against me...What is wrong with me?
I am super nervous and anxious and mostly tired. Tired of this process, tired of having other people involved in my conception and taking over my body.
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