I had a dream last night that I peed on sticks. Lot's of sticks and strong lines came up. I remember trying different brands of HPT's and in my dream they all came up positive. I jumped out of bed early to go test.
I got a BFN. One single line. I feel like I want to die. I know I am only 5dp5dt and it's still early and bla bla bla but I am just sick of being disappointed. I am starting to lose hope. I feel like my body is cheating on me. I had implantation bleeding couple of nights ago and I feel pregnant but No! BFN. Will I ever get to see a second line? What do we do if this IVF is a failure? All of our hopes were put into this knowing it's the last resort, our best chance and we invested so much into it. What if this doesn't work???
I am scared out of my mind.
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