Friday, February 3, 2012
Life on Hold
I just feel blah. I feel like I am just passing the days. I am too tired to do anything. Just waiting for the first ultrasound so I can continue my life. I don't want to tell people about the pregnancy yet. Except for 3 close friends here nobody knows. I try to avoid social encounters because I am bloated and I am tired and I don't feel like hanging out with people. I have been through enough already and I just want my peace and quiet. At least until I know that everything is OK and I can come out of the closet and announce the pregnancy. I am thankful it's winter and I can hide in my coat and have a great excuse to stay home and not do anything. I feel bad. I feel like I should be living life as usual but I am exhausted!!!! Should I feel bad about it? I don't know. I just feel blah...
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Stay home, rest, and sleep. You have a good excuse, even if nobody knows about it yet.
ReplyDeleteYou should not feel guilty at all! You're doing the most important job, creating life! I remember feeling the same way. I was extremely exhausted and just wanted to hibernate. Looking forward to hearing how the ultrasound goes.
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